So like any person in the world I have fears but unlike the generation before my fears are more akin to their parents generation and not theirs. I worry whether college is worth a life time of debt. I worry if I will be able to find work once I am out of college and whether that work will be enough to support me and my debt. I dont worry about my dreams because they seem so unrealistic that I know I will never be able to achieve them even the simple one of own a house on 2+ acres of land. I struggle with the realization that I might never be able to afford a place to live on my own without help of roommates or my family. All this in an economy that is supposedly doing great. I struggle with it even more because I am disabled and while I want to work and am willing to work sometimes my body and brain will not allow me the luxury of a full work day. Maybe my fears are unfounded but they are my fears and to me they feel very real.
Also one more thing I fear is black Friday like a lot I refused to work on black Friday I dont leave the house not even for toilet paper the only car accident I have been in was on black Friday
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